Everything or Nothing

We are taught that something is better than nothing throughout our life. But we are never told how is it going to feel if we do not get what we want, what it feels like having something that you did not wish for and being content in the same worthless piece of nothingness in your hand and pretend you are privileged to have gotten something out of life for your efforts. But it is not what you wanted. It will never have the value that you were after. You are never going to like it.

The feeling of that gap inside is unbearable. It seems as if the whole world is inconsequential and that existence is mere perfunctory. You are here just because you are. There is no reason, no purpose. It is just that you are here. All else happens around you is incoherent and irrelevant for you, and rather more importantly you are to the events. It is not a matter of philosophy( as many stupid people relate sad thoughts to philosophy) or negativity, it is the truth that one must face, a truth that will make you sad, but still, accepting it makes it easier to go through the tirade of everyday. 

There must be a way to be happy as well. And that is to have everything you want. You have to fight and beat and survive through everything that life is and take all you want from it with both hands and head held high. And show that there is power inside you. That you are the one who is going to dictate terms for life and living it. Take everything. If that is not possible, I will have nothing.

Everything or Nothing. I am not going to let life decide what I get and what not. I will get what I want and if thats not going to happen than I will have nothing. No one is going to tell me what I am to get.

How else are you going to show that you have power? And it is only power that is going to make you happy, makes you good. Never let anyone, person or life dictate what you want and you will be happy.

What is good? All that heightens the feeling of power in man, the will to power, power itself. What is bad? All that is born of weakness. What is happiness? The feeling that power is growing, that resistance is overcome. 

                                                                                                                                      -Nietzsche