Our Thoughts Are Always Simpler

There is nothing except anger and hurt and desperate efforts to redeem oneself from the haunting nightmares and the darkness within each one's heart. We are embodiment of our thoughts, our fate. There are sometimes dark corners within our mind where we do not want to stop and look at, else we see who we really are, where nothing except mirrors are kept. 

Words float there. Words that you will not repeat to yourself. Things dwell in those corners that you do not want anyone to know. People get away from you because you cannot speak with them about these dark corners and being conditional that they are, they will want to be a part of your life only if you talk about these mirrors. Though you cannot look at mirrors, the scars are visible and they want to know what happened? How can you? No one other than you has seen the world with silver sun. Times that there was sun in sky but it was as dead as moon and had no light of its own. When you tell them, they will not understand your words, yet pretend to have sympathy for you. You do not want that. You do not want anyone to talk about it, just like you do. Walk past the corners; ignoring them as you would always do.

It can be your failure, maybe an act of cowardice. Maybe it still darker. Maybe you regret an acts of kindness. Even this notion is so vulgar and impure, and you know it, that one can regret any act of kindness that you cannot tell it to yourself, let alone someone else. These thoughts are absolutely there, no doubt about it. But an ubermensch will still act in kind next time he is warranted for it. That is power of overcoming oneself. Regret will then be obliterated and content will be placed in its stead. That day too, one will be alone as is on the day you do not stop and look in mirror because:-

                    "Our thoughts are always simpler and darker"-Nietzsche

 Being alone would not be as bad after all.